When times are challenging, we cannot let spontaneity or emotion lead our actions. Because, among other things, we cannot always control our emotions or invoke them at will. We need to develop our character so that we can act according to what we think is the right thing to do.
How are you forging your character so you can stay calm in tough times, be fair under pressure, act consistently in complex situations, and be courageous when things are unfair?
Being aware and willing is not enough to make a good decision, as only those who have the habit of acting rightly are capable of following their conscience. Additionally, besides knowing what is good, they also have the strength to act accordingly.
Leadership is a decision and so are the actions you're taking to be a better person and a better leader.